Apostle
Thomas is a man known and plagued by the label of “Doubting
Thomas” for over two thousand years. He made a
human judgment, an honest blunder of faith by wanting concrete proof
that Jesus had indeed risen from the dead. He was not going to trust what the disciples
told him about the resurrection; he wanted to see for himself the risen Christ.
Some
of us even today cannot get beyond Thomas’ doubt and see the
whole of him. And yet there were disciples who did not recognize their
risen Jesus. We continue to focus on Thomas, who dared to need proof,
forgetting his master achievements to spread the gospel. For
some people, his work is forgotten, relegated to a shameful and
obscure corner.
John 11:16
tells us one of the stories of strength Thomas exhibited
before the crucifixion of Christ: “After hearing of Christ's plan
to return to Judea where Christ was nearly killed, he told the other
apostles, "Let us also go (to Lazarus' house) that we may die with
Him." This passage, one of many others, depicts the courage and the
strong faith of St. Thomas.
It hardly
seems fair to remember Thomas as the sole doubter. He wasn’t the only
disciple in the New Testament to express disbelief or doubt about
reports of Jesus’ sightings after the crucifixion. Peter and
John, for instance, had to see the empty tomb for themselves rather
than rely on the word of Mary Magdalene. This parallels Thomas’ own
doubt. Thomas wanted physical proof that Jesus had risen, but was singled out for putting his skepticism into words.
That
characterization of
Doubting Thomas remains in place even though it doesn’t fit who he
really was.
Mary Magdalene Encounters Jesus
Mary Magdalenewas the
first to see Jesus. John 20: 11- 20 tells us, “She didn't recognize
Him until He called her by name She stood outside the tomb crying
and as she wept, she saw two angels in white, seated where Jesus’
body had been, one at the head and the other at the foot. They
asked, “Woman, why are you crying?”
“They have taken my Lord
away,” she said, “and I don’t know where they have put Him.” At
this, she turned around and saw Jesus standing there, but she did
not realize that it was Jesus. He asked her, “Woman, why are you
crying? Who is it you are looking for?” Thinking He was the
gardener, she said, “Sir, if you have carried Him away, tell me
where you have put Him, and I will get Him.” Jesus said to her,
“Mary.” She turned toward him and cried out in Aramaic, “Rabboni!”
Mary Magdalene, the first to see Jesus had not recognized Him
immediately outside the tomb until He called her by name. Jesus
said, “Do not hold on to me, for I have not yet ascended to the
Father. Go instead to my brothers and tell them, ‘I am ascending to
my Father and your Father, to my God and your God.’”
Mary Magdalene went to
the disciples with the news: “I have seen the Lord!” And she told
them that He had said these things to her.”
Jesus appeared to the
Apostles for the first time, coming through the locked door where
they were hiding because they were afraid of the Jewish Leaders.
“Peace be with you!” After He said this, He showed them His hands
and side.
Now Thomas, one of the
Twelve, was not with the disciples when Jesus came. So, when
they encountered Thomas, the other disciples told him, “We have seen
the Lord!”
Despite listening to his
fellow
disciples excited voices, Thomas wanted personal proof that Jesus had risen from
the dead and he said “Unless
I see the nail marks in His hands and put my finger where the nails
were, and put my hand into His side, I will not believe.”
"Eight days had
passed and Jesus once again appeared to the disciples. This time,
Thomas was among the witnesses of this moment. Jesus stood with the
disciples and said, "Peace be with you" and turned to Thomas. He
said, "Put your finger here; see my hands. Reach out your hand and
put it into my side. Doubt no longer but believe." Thomas remarked
that because he had seen, he was able to believe. "Jesus answered,
'You believe because you can see me. Happy are those who have not
seen and yet believe' ".
But
Jesus did not hold Thomas' doubts against him. Instead He addressed those doubts and
was faithful to the man He had called as
one of His chosen. He empowered Thomas to accomplish the
tasks He set before him. – John
20:26-29
Lest we
forget,
not one of us is perfect. Consider St.
Peter who followed Jesus as He was led to Caiaphas the High Priest
where the scribes and elders were convened. The chief priest, with
the whole Sanhedrin, were busily trying to get false testimony
against Jesus so that they could put Him to death. And Peter,
sitting in the courtyard watching, denied Jesus three times when
asked if he was one of Jesus’ disciples. - (Matthew
26:57) (Matthew 69-75).
And all of the disciples, except
John,
deserted Jesus at the cross.
Luke 24:13-18
tells of others who were unable to recognize Jesus: “Now two of them (disciples) were going to a
village called Emmaus, about seven miles from Jerusalem. They were
talking with each other about everything that had happened. As they
talked and discussed these things with each other, Jesus Himself
came up and walked along with them; but they were kept from
recognizing Him.
He
asked them, “What are you discussing together as you walk along?”
They
stood still, their faces downcast. One of them, named Cleopas, asked him, “Are you the only one visiting Jerusalem who
does not know the things that have happened there in these days?”– Luke
24:13-18
“As they
approached the village to which they were going, Jesus continued on
as if He were going farther. But they urged Him strongly, “Stay
with us, for it is nearly evening; the day is almost over.” So He
went in to stay with them. When He was at the table with them, He
took bread, gave thanks, broke it and began to give it to them. Then
their eyes were opened and they recognized Him, and He disappeared
from their sight. They asked each other, “Were not our hearts
burning within us while He talked with us on the road and opened the
Scriptures to us?” – Luke 24: 28-31
“In
the
Gospel of John, the apostles have trouble recognizing Jesus when
they are fishing near the Sea of Tiberias and Christ is standing on
the shore (John 21:1-14). But we're told that the boat is at least
100 yards off shore, so it's not surprising that they didn't
recognize him at once. Again, Mary Magdalene might have been
supernaturally prevented from recognizing Him, just as the disciples
on the road to Emmaus had been.”
Remember,
there was much going on after the resurrection of Christ. The
chief priest and the guards were busily concocting stories to
disprove the legitimacy of the resurrection: Matthew 28: 11-15 tells:
“ …
some of the guards went into the city and reported to the chief
priests everything that had happened. When the chief priests had met
with the elders and devised a plan, they gave the soldiers a large
sum of money, telling them, “You are to say, ‘His disciples came
during the night and stole him away while we were asleep.’ If this
report gets to the governor, we will satisfy him and keep you out of
trouble.” So the soldiers took the money and did as they were
instructed. And this story has been widely circulated to this very
day.”
Imagine the chaos and
utter confusion going on during this time. Some of us today are
obstinate about believing and accepting Jesus Christ, and like
Thomas, do not want to yield to persuasion. Those people too, in a manner
of speaking, want to witness a miracle or “put their hands in His
side as Thomas did. But God has provided us with the bible,
accounts of Jesus' life, and most importantly, His crucifixion and resurrection to
strengthen our belief. And we, who accept Him, have our faith
verified by the Holy Spirit Whom Jesus promised to send us as He went back to
His kingdom in Heaven.
There are eleven
instances of Jesus' appearances before He returned to His Eternal
Home. However, it is implied in Acts: 9 and 1 Corinthians
9: 1-23 and other scriptures that Jesus made an appearance to
St. Paul extending the number to 12 sightings. And there may
be also other
appearances not recorded in the gospels.
It is
believed that St. Thomas was the only apostle to carry the Gospel
message beyond the bounds of the Roman Empire. On his 3,500 mile
evangelization journey, we are told that Thomas went to preach to
the Parthians, one of those many nations whose people heard and
understood the disciples, in what is now Iran. He also reportedly
went to southern India to preach, where he established seven
churches. Currently, there are 3.6 million members in the Eastern
Catholic Church there (the Syro-Malabar Catholics), who claim that
their church originated from these early church communities. In the
year 72, Thomas was stoned and stabbed to death with a lance, a martyr for
his faith in Jesus Christ.
Manyof
us today have behaved like Thomas at times, letting our doubts
weaken our beliefs. Always remember that out of this weakness
comes the heavenly grace from Almighty God and Jesus Christ, our
Savior Who will strengthen our faith. And one day we as believers will be resurrected
just as Jesus Christ was and we shall receive our glorified bodies;
not like the old human bodies but an eternal body
that will know no pain, no sadness and no more death. We will
live in glory forever more, safe in the arms of Jesus Christ.
(see John 21:4-7).
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"All this I have spoken while still with you. But the Counselor, the
Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in My name,
and will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I
have said to you." – John 14:25-26
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